Sunday, February 16, 2020

Good night my love

Have a good night my love 🤗. And I would like you so much you could feel I’m thinking about you and how much I love you... how much I'm still inlove with you, even though I think you're no so crazy about me anymore and felt that today maybe not for the first time but I did and inside of me something broke. I'll be fine, don't worry, I can be strong enough to carry on, to care about you even when you're not gonna be there anymore. I know I'm maybe weird but this is me I can't do anything about it... I can't help myself, I have so much love inside of me... if you could only receive it for I'm not asking much instead as you probably think...

It's the first night since we know each other none of us say good night before we go to sleep, and I feel so lonely and empty without you actually... If only I could turn back the time... If only I could make you understand and cherish the feelings I have for you... if only for a second I would be different or someone else... But the truth is I will never change, maybe I will only be older but the same dreamer I have always been. A dreamer who believes in true love, a dreamer NOT a LIAR as you you think I am some times. I only try to protect everyone I love but I’m maybe wrong... Teach me that and I'll be there. Stand by me and i’ll stand for you for a lifetime. Love me tender and I'll pay it back a thousand more. I will not go running when you're down and I'll try  to let you breathe when you feel like it as I did today.

 My love don't judge harsh for I am still thinking about you and I only hope that  I'm not sucking your whole air because of that. I also hope you don't judge me for writing in another language and not my mothers tongue; I simply felt like it to express all of this in English – I don't know why...

So GOOD NIGHT MY LOVE wherever you are 😘❤

Yours truly, Alexandru

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